Venting!!

I have not blogged in a really long time. Im sitting here laying in bed while my mind races a million miles an hour. Like it does every night. I have so much going on in my life right now. I am working way too much, but I love it. I just hate that I am missing out on the important things in life. I miss out on a lot of big life events.
I am 24 going on 30 I feel like. I feel like I have matured so much in the last couple of months. Relationships gone bad. It has taken a huge toll on me. I am sick of letting other people effect my mood and life. I need to stop thinking and over analyzing everything that happens in my life. But it's much easier said than done. I got a raise at my job and got a new motorcycle so I guess not everything is bad!!!

Whoa!!!!

Life is so crazy fast! In a way I kind of think it's sad....

I moved out of my parents. Big step for me.

My jobs are going amazingly. I couldn't be more blessed.

"Stop comparing yourself to others, you are you, nobody else could be you even if they tried to. You are unique and BEAUTIFUL. Nobody else is you."

I love this quote. Confidence is huge. Something I'm really working on.
I miss blogging!!
I'm going to do it more!

a song

The words to this song are beautiful. Every time i listen to it i just love it.

Life is going.

Thanks for reading my blog whoever you are

LIFE

The other day my boss asked me what my dreams where and what i really wanted out of life.
I thought about it for awhile and so many things came to my mind. But the first thing that came to my mind was being

HAPPY....

i truly think that's all that matters in life.

When your up, your up. When your down, your down.

For some reason lately i have been kind of down.
I couldnt tell you why.
But its really annoying.

On the other hand,
I am loving my new job.
I seriously feel so lucky to have this opportunity.
I have made some goals to better myself in the professional world and in my own world.

1. Build a stronger clientele
2. Work towards a higher position at the salon
3. Build more confidence
4. Promote myself more
5. Get more hair education
6. Loose some weight
7. Become a better person
8. Do more for other people
9. Get into my own place
10. Love life and always have a smile on my face :)

"Only 3% have written goals and those 3% accomplish more than 97% put together....an average person with clear written goals runs circles around a genius without them" - Brian Tracy

"Give me a stock clerk with a goal, and i will give you a man who will make history. Give me a man without a goal, and i will give you a stock clerk." - J C Penney

"Have a goal to become wealthy....not for the money, but for what it will make of you to achieve it!" - Jim Roan

"We can each write our own life story in advance. What eulogy do you hope for when your life on earth is finished? What do you want written on your tombstone?" - Neal Dastrup

Stay Classy.

“Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.” - Bill Cosby

"Never allow yourself to be defined by someone else’s opinion of you." - Unknown

"When the power of love, overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace." - Unknown

"All you touch and all you see is all your life will ever be" - Unknown

"A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life to be thankful for a good one" - Unknown

"We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them" - Einestein

x-mas!

Christmas was amazing! It was so much fun to watch Maley and Zellie open their presents.
I dont know what my family ever did without them!
They both got spoiled!

We ate so much food.
My mom cooked the WHOLE entire day before.
She really is an amazing cook.
I helped her for a little while.

We went to the movies later that night, we saw We Bought A Zoo.
It was SO good.
I loved it!

On our way to the movies i was talking to Maley about all her presents, and then at the end she says "Santa must have a lot of money".

Maleys Christmas list:
a PINK gun
and hobby lobby scissors.
I asked her the night before if she thought santa would bring them for her, and she said "yes i do, i didnt ask for much" what 2 year old says that??

Im excited to see what 2012 has to be bring for me!