Baby, its dark outside

sometimes at night i get super frustrated
i lay in bed and my mind just spins
i am super hard on myself and it drives me CRAZY
life is totally what you make of it
confidence is everything

Holiday Cheer!

Thanksgiving is coming up. And i have seen so many people writing on facebook or on their blogs what they are grateful for. I actually think its a pretty awesome idea. It gets you thinking about what the bigger picture is outside of our everyday normal lives. I have so many things to be grateful for. Sometimes i get down and think that the whole world is crashing down. But in all reality i am one very very lucky girl. I have the most amazing family. Like seriously. I would consider all of my siblings and brother-in-laws, not only family, but some of my best friends. We always get together and talk as much as we can. We have all always told each other that we will never split up, we will always do things together and stay involved in each others lives. And i know that we always will. I look at some of friends families and they are all in shambles and not talking or never see each other. And it always makes me sad for them. Because i could not imagine my life without my siblings. And then there are my parents!! WOW! I feel like i cant even express any of my feelings down on paper that i have for them. They are amazing. I would be a lost puppy dog right now if i didn't have their positive, uplifting and caring hearts in my life. My mom would do anything in the world for me. And my dad is just the most amazing guy i have ever met. One day, i will a marry a guy just like my dad! And not to mention that i have the two CUTEST nieces in the whole world. I know that everyone says that about their nieces, but....mine really are the cutest :)
Im so lucky.

I hope that everyone has a great thanksgiving!

Its all good!

Life is pretty amazing for me right now.
Things are good at the salon.
I LOVE Wing Nutz.
It is the funnest job i have ever had!
Everything is good.
Canyons opens in 10 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have to work that night, but i am going to go ride that day for SURE!
I cant wait.
I feel like i talk about snowboarding too much.
But i love it.
Its all i think about.
I got some new boots, and im so excited about them!
Now I'm just waiting for my jacket to come!
I went into BOP to look at their coats, and every single one of them was a XS, or a Small.
Thats all they order.
It made me feel so fat! I at least need a large!
Time to hit the gym! haha
Or just go snowboarding ALOT and loose some LBS'S!