everything happens for reason....i guess

This has been a very odd, overwhelming, emotional, and worrisome couple of days.
I am so worried.
I do worry alot i know, but i have good reasons this time.
I dont understand what goes through peoples heads sometimes.
This world is crazy.
I am sick of loosing the people i always get close to.
It makes me never want to open up again.

On a better note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW!
I got him the best bday present!
And it made it even better to watch how happy it made him!